What's on your mind?

He's my deal, as a matter of fact

Ethnog wrote:

Dont even doubt yourself! You are so dedicated and hard working, they would love you there!

Thank you Ethie.

Strider1002 wrote:

You can do the job. You're thinking too much

  I smell a trap, no one has ever accused me of doing to much of that.

I'm so frustrated with my sister's husband! Once I start to think he's changed he goes off and acts stupid again. Gah! I feel sorry for my sister.

OneHappyCookie wrote:

Awesome Sauce wrote:

Well, you can't have watermelon, coffee and Austin.  You're hoarding all the good things.  So I'll take Austin off your hands and you can keep the coffee and watermelon.  Deal?

I'm pretty sure if I was on Deal or No Deal, I'd die of a heart attack. Just watching that show called me so much stress.

TX_CO_Matt wrote:

I'm pretty sure if I was on Deal or No Deal, I'd die of a heart attack. Just watching that show called me so much stress.

I've never actually seen the show. When Saucy said it that was the first thing I thought of though.

It hurts when the one person you always did things with is now a stranger. Doesn't even say hello. It's been a week since she's seen me and no hello, or hey how you doing? Just silence. I guess I just have to keep quiet, but despite what ever happened... Should I be treated like I was just nothing? I guess I was the idiot who thought I was important, but I never was.

Feeling so much hurt. I want to go out and do things, but I have no one to share the moment with. I'm not into doing things by myself. I like the share the experience. That's just how I am.

Annnd we're back

You're right, Soldier. It sucks.

Huh...pretty rule box. ^_^

Was anyone else having withdrawals?

And I'm ready for a nap.

...and we're back.

Yay CC is back up!

I feel seriously stressed out. I feel like I really don't have anyone to talk to and I really need to just talk sometimes. I've never been much of a talker at times. I'm a thinker. And I'm now at a point where I just need to talk things out with someone. Let them know how I'm doing and feeling. Maybe I need to find a local survivors of abuse group or something. My pastor hasn't been available to chat, so what can I do? Where can I go?

Talking helps. But there's no one around to listen. Then that's when the pain builds up inside and I have my panic attacks and get discouraged. It really helped when I could talk and I felt so much better. But I've been so alone.  

Prayer hasn't helped, Sauce?

No. God remains oddly silent.

I know some techniques Saucy that work for me.

Please PM me Matt

If you want to hear God speak directly to you, Saucy, it takes time and effort and commitment. Not saying you don't have those things, just that you need to do it right. I can tell you how it worked for me...

it's too quiet here...

Squeakers wrote:

Might as well post what I wrote about the Deli Drama...although I dunno how many people are actually reading it.

I always read it. I love how you have awesome nicknames for everyone.

We hit 104 today, I think ties the second hottest day I've ever experienced.

TX_CO_Matt wrote:

We hit 104 today, I think ties the second hottest day I've ever experienced.

106 here in Arlington.

OneHappyCookie wrote:

TX_CO_Matt wrote:

We hit 104 today, I think ties the second hottest day I've ever experienced.

106 here in Arlington.

My sophomore year here it hit 109 the Saturday and Sunday before school started.

It wasn't too hot here today and it has been windy; but no clouds like usual.