What's on your mind?

No I don't think any agreement has been made. It's my first time using Ebay, so I'm not sure.

Sauceman wrote:

No I don't think any agreement has been made.  It's my first time using Ebay, so I'm not sure.  

Ah no worries then.

I'm amazed how much I can get done when I wake up early, and get a proper nights sleep.
Seriously, I am just blowing through the to-do's on the list! lol

Off work tomorrow. Yes.

Hah. Our pastor posted a facebook pic from the roof of the church to show some of the new construction they're getting done. His wife's comment was, "John, GET OFF THAT ROOF!"

Rayofsun wrote:

I'm amazed how much I can get done when I wake up early, and get a proper nights sleep.
Seriously, I am just blowing through the to-do's on the list! lol

Odd, I bet your productivity plummeted after signing on to tell us this.

Least, for me it does. These forums steal so much of my time..... but...... oh well. I may not get my "to do list" done. At least I get my "I gotta do this" list done.

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Why?

It's okay. I'll be fine.

No one's going to judge you Saucy, if you had a bad day, or you need to talk to someone we're here.

I guess yesterday, I worked so hard at trying to keep myself from breaking down that I actually let my guard down today thinking it was over.  but instead I broke down today.  It's so hard and hurts too much.  I miss my dad so much.  And no matter how hard I try, my life keeps going the wrong direction.  Losing my job, my mom is sick, I've been sick...it's just too much right now.  And I'm so incredibly hungry.  I've eaten nothing but toast since yesterday because I have no food.

I've been posting that I've been sick and no one has come to me to ask what's wrong or to encourage me. I feel so alone through all this.

You're not alone. We'll be praying for you.

Yeah it is hard to lose a job. And there will be times when we go through something, such as losing a loved one, that we think we're over it, and then something else happens and we're reminded of the pain all over again.

Is there anyone from church who can help you out with some food and stuff?

thank you for your prayers.

yeah my grandpa is helping me a little bit. I got a check today, but it won't be available until tomorrow.

Miss Spaulding wrote:

I'm thinking about going to the art festival here tomorrow.

Do iiiiit.

The tragedy, Tony, is that you're probably harder on you than anyone else ever is. And that's not uncommon, either.

Yeah I am. I just had a nice chat with an amazing friend about that.

Apricity wrote:

I've had fb do that to me a few times, it's weird. Also have had posts disappear for no apparent reason and reappear later. [/color]

Yep me too. I've had friends disappear, posts, even whole blogs I spent a long time writing. It's crazy. Or when I clean my facebook out (like i did today), people end up missing I never removed!

I don't think I'm going to complete the 50,000 word goal for National Novel Writing Month. I tend to be kind of deliberate when I write... I stop often to think. I can have it done in 2 or 3 months, though.

I had a friend write over 10,000 words today!! There's no way I could've done that! I have 4,000 words on my short story and it took me a week lol